Posted by Astro2Kidz | Posted in | Posted on 9:19 PM
Ugh. Today was horrible. Rather then explain everything that happened I'll just vent about everything I'm hating currently. Like people that read messages and don't reply to them. I'm sorry but honestly if I took the time to send you a msg it's your job to at least say SOMETHIN'. I don't care if its negative. You could be telling me to kill myself but it's better then just looking at it and doing nothing at all.
Then theres these people that act like they know you. People that pretend like they know you better then you know yourself. I promise it feels like I'm stuck in the twilight zone or somethin. I feel lonely too much. It's like even in the mist of large groups of people I feel like I'm the only one there sometimes. I feel bad cause alot people hang around me. Heck, alot people wish they could be me. Its hard when you gotta maintain bein a good person to everybody when your constantly faced with obstacles. Alot of times it's like I'm expected to do what EVERYBODY wants and do it all like its no prob. It's funny how I do so much to make other peoples lives better but inside it feels like I'm getting nothing in return.
I promise you every teen in this world thinks their misunderstood. I feel like I'm just thrown into that catergory too now. I know I'm considered an artist since thats my passion. Artists are misunderstood and teens are too so I guess I'm twice as hard to understand(?)...ehh. And when did it become cool to wanna be like other people? Everytime I see a chick she always tryna dress like somebody else or act like somebody (Example: Black chicks tryna be Nicki Minaj smh). Whatever happened to being yourself? Did all those TV shows we watched when we were little not teach yall anything? Dag! I don't know how people act like other people and then look at the kids that don't as if their the weird ones.....
Right now I got that feeling that you get when you playin video games as a kid. That feeling where you get to a level then you just keep losing and every time you start over you just can't get passed it. It seems like it's impossible to beat and you just can't get passed it no matter what you do or how you do it.... Well if anybody got cheat codes for life hit me up.
peace
-Spaceship T.
P.S. I hope praying can help me out...
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